When crisis strikes, when we lose a loved one, or feel great dispair in our life, it’s normal to wonder: “Where is God hiding?”

Even the most spiritually evolved may occassionally lose their connection to Spirit God when tragedy hits, personally disrupting their wellbeing.It’s crazy making! And when global events such as the War in Gaza horribly express the most cruel and heartless atrosities of human nature, it’s only natural to question: Where is God in all of this chaos?

It’s an athiest’s hayday when wars, famine, and political instability seem to illustrate in physical form, the complete absense of anything “God-like.” For what God would allow such attrocities to occur? Then, we must be reminded that God is not an anthropormorphic diety with an anger mangement problem. Fundamentalist chrisitians often promote an “angry God who punishes mankind for his evil deeds.” I have heard it said many times, from both extremes. Both religious zelots and athiests alike: 1) God’s wrath is punishing mankind for all its sins. 2) There is no God; just look at the state of the world.

Spirit Is Everywhere!

But, as a psychic medium born seeing Spirits and hearing the voice of God my entire life, I can guarantee, God is not hiding, and neither is God vengeful or vindictive. God is omnipresent, omnicient and omnipotent. Nothing has changed; God remains the same. It’s people who have lost their way.

While evil can be expressed through and by mankind, humans are ultimately Eternal Souls: Expressions of God’s energy experiencing the dream state of the earthly plane where duality of good and evel manifest in the matrix of physical form. The Divine Eternal Soul can experience trauma and challenges in this earthly dream for the purpose of knowing itself and transcending what it no longer “Is,” in the process. The ineffable God, and all higher dimensional Spirits only experience Divine Love as an energy field. Conversely, the human 3D dimention is where the Soul experiences pain and suffering, for its highest good, as it evolves through the dream experience.

During a Crisis, People Cry for Proof of God!

Those who don’t yet possess the “Knowing” often ask: “How do you know God exists?”

I’m jumping inside with joy, because this is one of my favorite questions! When the world is crumbling and dispaire is the common expression of humanity, that’s exactly where I find God expressing its energy.

God, and the entire “Kingdom of Heaven” – if we can use that expression to define the “Spirit Realm” – is nothing but complete Love in all its expression, of all matter in the entire universe. It is incomprehensible acturally, but it is true: Love is All There Is in the heavenly realm. Earth School is the dimentional dream state where the Soul can learn in the physical form, the opposite of itself (pure divine Love) through the challenges of war, famine, illness, and all of life’s challenges. This duality is brilliantly explained in detail in the ancient text, The Kyballion.

God, the eternal energy force governing the Universe and all its creations, is the ineffable source of power. This God energy births an infinate number of Souls who incarnate in physical form to express the energy of the Divine Spirit God. In this dream called “human life on earth” we can express any energy good or bad, for the purpose of transcending what the eternal Soul KNOWS itself to Be.

The Earth School Dream is to Experience Challenges!

Earth school is all about experiencing suffering, pain, loss, challenges, fear, fighting, weakness, humility, ego…I could go on and on. Earth School is nothing like the eternal Love that exists in the Heavenly Dimension. Here, the Soul is like wet clay being molded into a greater version of itself. It is your higher self, love and light, as is the Spirit of God.

Earth School, and the human existance, is the realm of experiencing in physical form, events and experiences the Eternal Soul, the true You, craves to know. The Higher Self, the Eternal You that knows itself entirely, chooses particular challenges during the Life Between Life stage, when the Soul designs the next life with events to create the learning experience for the purpose of enhancing the Soul’s knowledge of the world of feelings, emotions, and conflict.

Why Would the Soul Choose to Suffer Earth School?

Why? Because in the Spirit Realm, what some call “Heaven”, there is no suffering, no conflict, and the emotions and feelings are exclusively relative to joy, love and bliss. Hell, in the traditional Judeo-Christian origin, is an experience exclusively for Earth Walkers, not for Spirits in the Divine Realm. There, only Love exits in all of its expressions.

The Kybalion, published in 1908 by a group of anonymous authors known as the “Three Initiates,” illuminates the ancient Hermetic Phylosophy dating back to Egypt and Greece circa 3000 BC. This brilliant text illustrates in philosophical terms the nature of reality, particiularly as it applies to suffering and challenges. With this book, the curious minded can find clarity on the nature of Earth School, and the divine purpose of conflict, as it relates to the advancement of the Soul’s understanding of the Divine.  It’s a must read for anyone who feels conflicted on why pain and suffering is intrigal to the Human Experience.

You Can’t Know Who You Are, Unless You Know Who You Are Not!

If you are lucky enough to live beyond 50 years in any incarnation, chances are you will experience many versions of yourself as you evolve in your life journey in Earth School. Personally, I know the girl I was at 20 has virtually nothing in common with the 40 year old version of me, and even less in common with the 60 year old version. So many different personalities and character trates that have evolved, morphed, and ultimately transcended many challenges to then evolve into a bigger, better version of the original Soul having the Earth Walk.

I’m sure you can see your own evolution with 20 20 vision as you reflect on your past, reviewing the challenges you’ve faced over the years. Certainly, you now possess the wisdom to know that the challenges you faced were transformational, and that after the journey, albeit challenging, you are indeed, a better person for it.

It may have been hard, even horrific. But the person you have become, because of those challenges, has allowed You to know and understand You even better than before. Again, you can’t know who you are, unless you know who, and what you are not! That requires the experience of being exposed to your opposites in order to find your equilibrium in the Soul’s journey to know itself.

Your Soul Contract is Designed with Challenges You Crave to Experience

As your eternal Soul journeys through Earth School, experiencing whatever horrors it designed in the Life Between Lives moment when you wrote your story, it intentionally forgets God.  Each incarnation requires that the Soul creates  the veil so it forgets its Divinity. The earth walker must forget everything about god, entering a dream state, so that the Lower Self, separated from God, can fully experience the Earth School lessons.

The Soul Must Forget God, in order to Know God Again

If the full knowledge of God accomanied the earth walker, then there could be no lesson learned. For the Divine Higher Self knows God fully, and therefore, understands the importance of “experiencing pain and evil” in its raw state, so the Lower Self, that is separated from God, can fully embrace the challenge, and grow exponentially.

Here’s the best news: As soon as you leave this incarnation, you will wake up instantly to the True Eternal You, and you will be greated by all of your loved ones, people and pets, who have been in your Tribe forever. All of your challenges experienced in Earth School will become miracles for your Soul’s edification. You will have all the answers to every question you could imagine. All will be known. And in that moment, all you will know is Love, Eternal Love, God.